So somehow life happened and I am almost 42 and I am not a mom.  I always thought I would be, and I am letting that go.  But I AM an aunt.  And is there any better job really?  My four year old nephew is as cute and silly and weird and cranky as they come, but I love the little rascal anyway.  I do need and WANT to spend more time with him, doing silly things, playing sports, hiking trails, eating bad food, laughing until our guts ache all to then have him drive me to the cafeteria in my dotage.